To be or Not

Published on May 7, 2026 at 8:48 AM

Recovery In The System

Healing.

Many of us are on a path.

We are searching, far, and wide looking in other places, other people, other things, just to find ourselves.

This is the last place you want to start.

Yet we do it anyways.

We pour endlessly into a cup of unsureness and uncertainty.

We give ourselves fake promises and short-lived outcomes.

We crave longevity but fear the work.

The inner.

The reflection of darkness you must step into.

DO THE FUCKING WORK.

I laugh.

Not sinister, but sadly.

My brain giggles at the amount of sugar we pour into the crevices to “sweeten the load.”

I’ve actually physically witnessed pouring myself into a cavity-filled mind frame.

S C A R Y.

Shit starts to leak, to sour, to harden.

Like plaque you are hardening an inside area where it is meant to be soft.

Where things are meant to endlessly flow.

Where the blood is rich, and the soft tissue is safe.

This.

This is where you thrive.

In the flowing membrane of yourself.

Here is where you must awaken.

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