⌛ THE AESTHETIC RABBIT HOLE LIST

WHERE THE FUCK IS ALICE?

And here I am falling, with this book in my hand.

• ❌ Overextending myself
• ❌ Forging fake connections
• ❌ Shrinking to make others feel better
• ❌ Lying to keep the peace
• ❌ Expecting me out of others
• ❌ Tiptoeing around others' feelings
• ❌ Being the ”Yes Bxtch”
• ❌ Continuing awkward conversations after being ignored
• ❌ Consistency for others who weren’t consistent for me
• ❌ Caring if I mattered to those who didn’t matter to me!
• 🌊 Acting like I was OKAY when inside I was DROWNING IN MY OWN TEARS
• ❌ Having a pity party for myself
• 🎬 Being the star in someone else’s reality without starring in my fucking own
• 🐾 Acting clueless when I’ve got 50 Blue's Clues bow wowwwww! 🐶
• 🎭 Minding anyone else’s business but my own
• 📱 Doom scrolling on social media
• 🤍 Living on modern-day “terms”
• Accepting opinions of people who have the life experience of a freshly soft pillowed blanket but act like they wear burlap sacks and go to war. Please! 🙄
• 💎 Allowing mediocrity in my presence when I am LITERALLY pressure
• ❌ Applying pressure to those who I needed to let go.
• ☕ Thinking that I need closure. (I don’t. Fuck you and Good day!)
• 📞 Over-sharing parts of myself to those who are unavailable.

Does anybody know when the hole ends?!

Or does it just keep going and going???! I think I’ve seen myself several times now through the glass reflections falling from a shattered mirror! 🪞✨

SINCERELY, ALICE’S CONCERNED SIBLING. 〰️